I wake up to the morning sun When did my life stop being so fun Wish I could care about someone the way I used to When will this be done I'm always crying on the phone Because I know that I'll end up alone Lord please forgive me for my sins I didn't mean it I just want it to end Do you love me like you used to Do you do you do you I have no reason to complain My feelings change they melt away in my brain I keep myself awake at night Sleep with the lights on always ready to fire I'm always crying on the phone Because I know that I'll end up alone Lord please forgive me for my sins I didn't mean it I just want it to end I'm always running down the street I don't remember what it means to be me I left all of that sh*t behind But still I seem to lose my mind My mind my mind my mind my mind