Was a time when 
I had nothing to explain
Oh, this mess 
I had made
But then things got complicated my innocence has all but faded
Oh, this mess 
I have made
And I don't believe in 
GodSo I can't be saved
All alone as 
I've learned to be
In this mess, 
I have made
All the untested virtue
The things 
I said I'd never do least of all to you
I know he's kind and true, 
I know that he is good to you
He'll never care for you more than 
I doBut I don't believe in love
And I can't be changed
All alone as 
I've learned to be
In this mess, 
I have made
The same mistakes over and over again
There are rooms in this house that 
I don't open any more
Dusty books and pictures on the floor
That she will never see, she'll never see that part of me
I want to be for her what 
I could never be for you
And I don't believe in 
GodSo I can't be saved
All alone as 
I've learned to be
In this mess, 
I have made