[ti:] [ar:] [al:] [00:00.86]Dad I know you were sad when you died [00:07.15]And I was young it's the way I kept you in my mind [00:17.13]The mess that was left and my mother cried [00:22.89]And when she stood up she was nobody's mother [00:27.14]I'd be fine [00:30.56]But I missed you then [00:32.81]And I miss you now [00:35.09]Liked you'd missed things I might say [00:39.55]You're still lost in clouds but I'm older now [00:43.95]I can see through lifting haze [00:49.39]That you were away even when you were here [01:03.93]Sometimes a phrase or a manner that's you [01:09.28]Comes through me, it goes in a flash [01:12.32]It's a frame, it's a blink like life [01:18.81]Oh and how much now should we pay for the past [01:25.48]Cause you could age with grace if I freed you in my mind [01:33.52]But I loved you then [01:35.15]And I love you now [01:37.55]All the things I wished I'd asked [01:42.19]When I'm lost in clouds [01:44.39]I remember how I was robbed and I was blessed [01:52.08]And you were away even when you were here [01:58.16]Cause it's not about you, not you, anymore [02:07.40]It's about what I'd do with it all [02:13.91]And I, I'll never let you let me down [02:39.44]This morning I wake to be older than you were [02:45.54]Flash I'll smell for miles, every footstep would be mine [02:52.69]You'd have lost that weight, you'd have gone so straight [02:56.95]You'd have made my wedding day [03:01.47]You'd have saved my youth from that point of truth [03:05.86]You'd have kept those wolves at bay [03:11.12]But you were away, you were away even when you were here