[00:00.144]I can not love
[00:01.084]I can not trust
[00:02.182]Waste too much time by giving a ****
[00:04.245]Feel everything I do isn't enough
[00:06.257]Clock has been ticking, but time isn't up
[00:08.556]I fight with myself
[00:09.600]Got to make right by myself
[00:11.220]Tears in my eyes while I write by myself
[00:13.179]Depressed for a while
[00:14.433]Put my life on the shelf
[00:15.400]Wasn't ****ing with nobody else
[00:17.228]I was so stagnant
[00:18.378]Life was just passing
[00:19.475]I was so jealous of people who laughin'
[00:21.538]Felt like my life was beginning to crash
[00:23.341]And I found someone else that was equally damaged
[00:25.744]I guess that pain could bring people together
[00:27.703]And fuel the desire and fire for passion
[00:30.107]Then I went through it
[00:31.151]And no one was riding
[00:32.170]For me, I felt like my whole life was collapsing
[00:34.103]Thought I was happy
[00:35.409]I was just actin'
[00:36.768]It's such a place I could never imagine
[00:38.622]Thought about quitting on that flight to New York before
[00:40.973]I got paid for McDonald's for rapping
[00:42.907]You could keep sayin' I'm trash
[00:44.500]Guarantee that I'm an artist that's gonna be lastin'
[00:47.217]And sweater and shit you could tell me
[00:48.680]I already know if you dream it then that shit could happen
[00:51.449]Rez
[00:51.658]Oh, I'm still searching
[00:53.826]Waiting (Waiting)
[00:56.255]Standing on the edge
[01:00.356]Watching (Watching)
[01:02.446]Learning (Learning)
[01:04.823]How to love again
[01:08.924]Heh, If you thinkin' I'm for love, boy, you hella wrong
[01:11.641]**** a blog, cosign now y'know
[01:13.574]Labels wanna sign me for a leggin' on
[01:15.664]But I'm a ****ing take what I deserve like I'm Le'Veon
[01:17.702]Sayin' that I'm this
[01:18.720]They saying that I'm that
[01:19.818]Some are saying that I'm sick
[01:20.706]Others saying that I'm wack
[01:21.907]Put my blood, sweat, and even tears in every single track
[01:24.337]And every word, I'd never take it back
[01:25.538]Had this dream since I was thirteen
[01:27.471]Same pair of jeans
[01:28.490]Didn't have much
[01:29.143]So music is when I ate, slept and breathed
[01:30.423]Almost turned to the pills and the liquor and the weed
[01:32.461]Music is what kept me off the streets
[01:34.342]We were five deep
[01:35.021]Two beds and I never had my own room
[01:37.137]Everyone was rocking next too close to me in homeroom
[01:39.200]Brothers were my only friends, the only ones I'm close to
[01:41.238]Everyone's a snake or they ghost you, lot of friends
[01:43.850]That I used to share clothes with
[01:45.130]They the same ones that I'm not close to
[01:47.429]Now when I come around people wanna know shit
[01:49.571]Heh, but y'all don't know what I go through
[01:51.609]Lot of friends
[01:52.288]That I used to share clothes with
[01:53.881]They the same ones that I'm not close to
[01:55.919]Now when I come around people wanna know shit
[01:58.139]Nah, I don't even ****ing know you
[02:00.072]Oh, I'm still searching
[02:02.240]Waiting
[02:04.748]Standing on the edge
[02:08.745]Watching
[02:10.939]Learning
[02:13.290]How to love again
[02:16.764]Oh, I'm still searching
[02:19.481]Waiting
[02:21.858]Standing on the edge
[02:25.960]Watching
[02:28.258]Learning
[02:30.583]How to love again