[00:17.650] Yeah..yeah
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[00:20.945] I've been feeling like a zombie man all the days just starting to blend
[00:25.692] I wish I can go and press rewind and just start all over again
[00:30.683] I've been in and out of therapy and I'm hanging on by a thread
[00:36.180] So I'm living for right here and now cause I feel like I'm near the end
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[00:39.677] Look...Rez
[00:40.968] Feel like the end around the corner but my time is right now
[00:44.550] Ya'll don't know what I been goin' through so ****in' pipe down
[00:47.126] Stop thinking that I gotta live up to your hype now
[00:49.752] And cause I got a buzz I gotta always act polite now?
[00:52.353] So many thoughts in my head it's gettin' harder to write down
[00:55.021] Now my music finally poppin' old friends think we tight now
[00:57.630] Searching for the light now, been getting used to the darkness
[01:00.490] Only break bread with the people that you starve with
[01:03.134] Nobody know my hardships, I'm livin' in the darkness
[01:05.724] I'm chasing after God but the Devil keep followin'
[01:08.409] Heart - cold as the Artic
[01:09.746] Vomiting - cause my bars sick
[01:11.013] This industry full of puppets, someone tell me where the artists
[01:13.619] I'm on my Brett Favre shit and all my bars starved
[01:16.095] Going hard for the longest yard 'til I'm in my coffin
[01:18.878] Always worked the hardest, a rookie to a starter
[01:21.514] And every other up and comer didn't make the roster mother****a
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[01:24.554] I've been feeling like a zombie man all the days just starting to blend
[01:29.341] I wish I can go and press rewind and just start all over again
[01:34.316] I've been in and out of therapy and I'm hanging on by a thread
[01:40.152] So I'm living for right here and now cause I feel like I'm near the end
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[01:44.289] Now when I see you winnin' man it eat me alive
[01:47.175] I ain't the type that'll hate
[01:48.410] You ain't the type that I like seein' survive
[01:50.313] All I wanted was my piece of that pie shit
[01:52.808] But we couldn't get it together and it keeps slippin' by
[01:55.527] How many days? how many evenings high? to try to fight the hurt
[01:58.635] My eyes red all the time no wonder life a blur
[02:01.401] I had a chick I would've sacrificed my life for her
[02:03.991] Started going wrong when I started doing right by her
[02:06.567] Uhh It's what it's like to be envied and die young
[02:09.626] Had a mid-life crisis at twenty
[02:11.536] I'm Cy Young all of my people are pitchin' right where they steppin'
[02:14.151] High-strung so when they hit the lights then we jettin' errooom
[02:17.423] Another woman 'causing me stress so I run to another woman's open arms to forget
[02:22.030] Right, I'm getting calls 'bout how my peoples is dead and I ain't hit one of they funerals yet
[02:26.510] God-damn
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[02:27.478] I've been feeling like a zombie man all the days just starting to blend
[02:32.494] I wish I can go and press rewind and just start all over again
[02:37.208] I've been in and out of therapy and I'm hanging on by a thread
[02:42.804] So I'm living for right here and now cause I feel like I'm near the end
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[02:46.951] Look...
[02:48.000] I'm disconnected from reality
[02:49.983] Ain't in this for a salary
[02:51.237] I hope to one day make my father proud of me
[02:53.230] The world is always mad at me
[02:54.511] That's why I'm out here passin' weed
[02:55.917] Wakin' up in pain my thoughts always attackin' me
[02:58.459] Now this could end in tragedy, or this could turn to triumph
[03:01.125] Yeah boy I'mma conquer all my fears or die tryin'
[03:03.693] Make music to inspire
[03:04.863] Preaching without a choir
[03:06.272] Smokin' and gettin' higher
[03:07.455] I was born a ****in' fighter yeah
[03:09.353] So throw the keys to BDG and tell him to pull the ride up
[03:12.169] I got a coupla' females and a room at the Hyatt
[03:14.769] Let's roll a coupla' Phillies in the hotel and get higher
[03:17.417] In Cali like the Niners tell a hater come find us
[03:20.158] I'm always speakin' my mind, so no label get behind us
[03:22.794] These ignorant ass people is keepin' they third eye shut yeah
[03:25.841] I'm tryna rise up uhh because I been down
[03:28.260] **** these fake ass clowns rockin' big crowds
[03:30.969] Rez
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[03:31.687] I've been feeling like a zombie man all the days just starting to blend
[03:35.539] I wish I can go and press rewind and just start all over again
[03:40.568] I've been in and out of therapy and I'm hanging on by a thread
[03:46.368] So I'm living for right here and now cause I feel like I'm near the end
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