作曲 : Bayside
I hate myself, more than 
I ever let on. 
I'm burned out at 22. 
I lived too fast and 
I loved too much and 
I'll die too young, but 
I chose this cup that 
I drank from. 
Knew what 
I was getting into. 
But I couldn't let out what 
I had to keep in. 
I'm ashamed of myself and unspeakable sins, that 
I've committed and: [Chorus] 
I've made mistakes, but 
I'll find my way. 
There's no explanation for, the things 
I've failed at before. 
They can't hold my hand. 
It just hurts to be a man, 
Through the tortures of the damned. 
If I only had an axe, 
I'd sever the ties 
I've made with the world. 
Maybe I can be a stranger, in a strange place. 
If I start now, maybe 
I can be saved. 
If I only had a mask, 
I'd cover these bleeding eyes. 
They're bloodshot now but they'll be black by dawn. 
If I wake up now, 
I can be pure again. [Chorus] 
Look at me now, 
I'm on the tracks with my back towards the last train leaving town. [x4] [Chorus x2]