[00:00.00]Rookie [00:51.70]i never thought this could be me [00:54.86]i guess you never do until it's happening to you [01:01.77]like all the fun turns into shame [01:05.87]and all the "could have beens" rearrange [01:11.57]so little time so many crimes guilt like a chain chokes my will away [01:21.86]redemption never seemed so cruel [01:25.37]and all my gods never seemed so weak [01:31.70]wake up engage now derailed and enraged it used to be so easy [01:42.04]get up i'm game now sick and i'm tame counting cost with lost [01:52.86]where is the hope they gave [02:02.55]don't think that i can't hear you laugh [02:12.12]i used to be a lot like you but now i'm only me [02:21.55]i used to be a lot like you but now i'm only me i'm only me [02:40.97]drink to pills to shots turns into shock [02:43.87]a habit and a pawn [02:46.21]for every hand goes round the pain gets so damned loud [02:55.85]the hammer hits and i'm down i'm down i'm down i'm down [02:59.74]trust no one [03:01.31]hey why should i they gave [03:03.48]me the poison dressed like life [03:05.44]cheated smacked up and diseased cry to sleep and fight to eat [03:10.18]used to be a pro at this [03:12.66]now I've broken my own wrist [03:15.16]rotten teeth and life unsung you'll forget me when I'm gone [03:20.54]wake up engage now derailed and enraged it used to be so easy [03:29.49]get up i'm game now sick and i'm tame counting cost with lost [03:39.65]i used to be a lot like you but now i'm only me [03:49.90]i used to be a lot like you but now i'm only me i'm only me