All along the broadening skies under the every night I lie scratch and claw and grip the rails Every day in my living hell Oh god you know I try I know how hard I try You know I try Here Hey I'd like to daze away to a place no one has known in a state of mind I could call Mine, that only I could own Where I could hum a tune anytime I choose, and theres no such thing as time Where I can feel no pain just calm and sane What a place for one to find Now ya see I'm watching everything I do And they're watching everything I say So they will leave me be? Why am I even here? I wonder You leave me wondering Won't you stop watching me I said they're watching me Now in my corner I got the celing in my eyes Arms holding up my knees, and rocking back and forths my life I didn't mean to feel this way when I walked into the door, lord Then they ripped away my memories And I can't remember who I was before Now they're watching everything I do And they're watching everything I say So they'll leave me be? I only wanted to be sixteen and free