Thought I'd be safe by myself Oh I thought,till I dropped everything but my health Simmer down,listen,me,I need pain,how I felt I don't wanna be happy I think I need help Started lurking online and I'm hating the fakeness I see no provision,my vision is tainted Woke up,said mo f*ck it,I'll do that **** later Sit down,try write rhymes,but I'm hating the paper I look at myself some days thinking the greatest Then just hours later I mo f*cking hate it I see you online and I know that you basic B*tch suck my **** B*tch I'm the greatest Dreaming about all the love and the payments I been missing out on while stuck in the basement determined to make it,the lamest to chase it F*ck f*ck f*ck Yuh I'm still f*cking hating Bish sucked my **** like she mo f*cking wasted When woke up,her lips on my tip,now I'm waiting To eat that b*tch up,how I feast on the beat The machine came to cheat,double d's on my cheeks Foreign b*tch hit the phone,get ignored then repeat Hoe I'm home,stay alone in my dome with my **** I don't f*ck with nobody,I feel like I'm buddy In Easter.The beast who came up from the mud He got vans on his feet And the feet lookin muddy Bummy boys in the back of the function Erupting,but keepin it low key like f*ck it F*ck it Hoe know I did it Tossing a thot,locked,and tied to the river Hoe still was living Battered and bruised Like who did it Shut the f*ck b*tch I'm loose and I'm winning Giving no f*ck bout a clue or a witness Live wit no trust and no love in a minute I'm tripping Hoe know I fit the description Bash out her brains I'm insane kill the witness I did it F*ck wit no god I been sinning riding round town for I parked and got in it The doors,windows,locked and snow covered cuz winter Ain't no one gonna see me And no one will miss her I'm bitter F*cking wit god and the scriptures Passive aggressive,gave up on the image Ya get it? Choking on woods in the civic 20 years gone,21 up and winning Ya b*tches,yeah