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Yo I watch you walk away cause |
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I didn't think you'd leave |
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I thought that you knew |
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That you meant everything to me |
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I know we get mad |
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And we yell and blow steam |
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But now you're gone |
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I only see you in my dreams |
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Don't know what to do |
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Cause lately I've been lacking passion |
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Self inflicted pain |
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Just to cause a damn reaction |
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Telling people not to cut |
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I'm lying to the masses |
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Cause I've been in my room |
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With the blade ****ing laughing |
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Now I love the pain |
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It's evolved to an addiction |
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Only time my head is straight |
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Is off the prescriptions |
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But the voices in my head |
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Tell me keep resisting |
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So I shed the tears |
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And stare into the distance |
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Don't know what I'm looking for |
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But now I know it's hope |
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And I'm not gonna find that |
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From these pills or the **** |
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Burned in my emotions |
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With each breath of the smoke |
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I know that this time |
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I'll find a better way to cope |
| [01:06.442][Verse 2] |
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I gave you every part of me |
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Everything I had |
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You embrace the good |
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And you tone on the bad |
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Said that we'd be fine |
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And that you'd always have my back |
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But now you're gone I'm alone feeling like trash |
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I'm the love ship sinker |
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Dumb kid singer |
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Tough boy demeanor |
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I'm the stupid over thinker |
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I've been tryna solve my problems |
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With the hit of a blunt I won't lie |
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I ain't been sober In months |
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I just smoke when I feel like |
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No one gives a **** |
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Or when I'm in the dump Just wishing to give it up |
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That's every single day |
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These drugs are now apart of me |
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I'm a painter who's confused And lacking artistry |