I was so much an outcast,
no one ever liked me 'cause I wasn't wanted.
I was so different from the rest of 'em all
****ed up on the drugs, from all the speed
and I never got no sleep
'cause I kept on trippin' over what they said
and everything that my mom said made me mad
and everything that my dad said made me sad.

Why am I even trying?
I'm crying it out, I'm crying it out
I cannot seem to keep from freaking out
spinning 'round, spinning 'round
I've fallen down
I cannot seem to keep from freaking out
you keep shootin' those glances
relating to the rawness of a ****in lost kid
trying so hard to be just like me
talk like me, walk like me
you keep tripping on everything i wear
everytime I swear, even when ites to my hair
it seems like you don't have the time to relate to my kind
I'm not a dumb fool in your life

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Freaking out