My Sanity On The Funeral Pyre

	作词 : Jacobs, Miguel, Saller ...
	Paranoia is the insect worming its way
	Through my subconscious thoughts
	It's the larva of my self doubt
	Gestating in my heart as I spiral down
	And everything I touch is breaking
	And it falls to earth in splinters
	And I shiver as every splinter
	Finds its way underneath my skin
	And after 22 years I can still make my skin crawl
	Every shortcoming, a pitfall
	On my way to making amends
	Within myself to be what I became
	Sometimes it feels like the whole wide world
	Has made itself my enemy
	But I will stand upon my own two feet
	And raise my head up
	I lick my wounds
	Trying to cleanse the infection
	Rabid and diseased reality fades away
	When I pushed myself too far
	A dream of emotional perfection
	Has left a wounded heart
	Trying to perceive the gifts inherent inside me
	It's like squeezing the trigger
	It's like opening fire
	On everyone who's let me down
	On every beautiful lie that is only fiction
	For the first time
	I'm losing control and I like it
	Freedom feels like the noose is gone

	zuò cí : Jacobs, Miguel, Saller ...
	Paranoia is the insect worming its way
	Through my subconscious thoughts
	It' s the larva of my self doubt
	Gestating in my heart as I spiral down
	And everything I touch is breaking
	And it falls to earth in splinters
	And I shiver as every splinter
	Finds its way underneath my skin
	And after 22 years I can still make my skin crawl
	Every shortcoming, a pitfall
	On my way to making amends
	Within myself to be what I became
	Sometimes it feels like the whole wide world
	Has made itself my enemy
	But I will stand upon my own two feet
	And raise my head up
	I lick my wounds
	Trying to cleanse the infection
	Rabid and diseased reality fades away
	When I pushed myself too far
	A dream of emotional perfection
	Has left a wounded heart
	Trying to perceive the gifts inherent inside me
	It' s like squeezing the trigger
	It' s like opening fire
	On everyone who' s let me down
	On every beautiful lie that is only fiction
	For the first time
	I' m losing control and I like it
	Freedom feels like the noose is gone