I've tried to think this out 
Ten times now 
But it's gone, the temptation, to reason 
**** reason 
And **** all the words you've written 
They make no sense
Not in retrospect
Please tell me
Please tell me
Why did you walk back in today? 
But before you see me 
It's been over a year now 
And I'm hardly sound 
And I'm over pretending 
I'm no longer shaking 
Or walking the ground
I'll try to work this out 
But I don't know how
It goes on, this frustration lacks meaning
**** meaning 
And **** all the pain it brings
This makes no sense 
I don't buy what you send
Please tell me
Why'd you walk back in today? 
But before you see me 
It's been over a year now 
And I'm hardly sound 
And I'm over pretending 
I'm no longer shaking 
Or walking the ground
I've tried to run 
But I stay here
And I don't know why I would wait 
There's still a reason 
And it burns down 
In ashes where I lay 
Why'd you walk back in today? 
But before you see me 
It's been over a year now 
And I'm hardly sound 
And I'm over pretending 
I'm no longer shaking 
Or walking the ground
I'm drowning
Drowning
Drowning
Walking the ground