[00:20.39]Intro:
[00:20.81]This one is dedicated to the dreamers
[00:26.21]Most people see things that are there and ask why
[00:33.50]Dreamers, see things that aren't there and ask why not
[00:39.95]I'm dreamin' with you
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[00:43.67]Verse 1:
[00:44.17]I once knew a girl who on the surface was as solid as a rock
[00:46.72]Future full of promise and mind seemed stronger than a ox
[00:49.46]Face of beauty and a tongue was as honest as it got
[00:52.72]That wasn't what is was, problem rock bottom she was lost
[00:54.81]I couldn't see this sweet genius was full of secrets
[00:57.78]Full of demons that pulled her deeper in this pool of leeches
[01:00.57]Confused by the news, I was bruised when they told me
[01:03.26]It concludes to the truth, was she consumed by the loneliness?
[01:06.07]She was a true queen, nothing like Elizabeth
[01:08.87]Often caught her starin' into space with a distant look
[01:11.63]Considerate but detached from others even when intimate
[01:14.38]Now I'm searchin' for answers I'd never find in a book
[01:17.18]Last time I saw her, before the day she took her life
[01:19.86]I wish I fixed her pain, I shoulda, coulda, woulda tried,
[01:22.75]But I took it personally and turned to leave,
[01:25.02]And to this day I'm still haunted by the words she screamed..
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[01:28.02]Hook:
[01:28.57]Sometimes I really really hate myself
[01:30.81]Sometimes I wish that I could change myself
[01:33.61]Sometimes I don't wanna give no more
[01:36.39]And sometimes I just don't wanna live no more
[01:39.19]Sometimes I don't know where to go for help
[01:41.83]Sometimes I don't really know myself
[01:44.57]Sometimes I wish that I could fly away
[01:47.32]And find away to a brighter day
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[01:50.43]Verse 2:
[01:50.96]They say that life is a question and death is the answer
[01:53.09]But Niko lost his brother and Rewds lost his father
[01:55.75]God bless your souls please know that I love you both
[01:58.66]They say time heals but the pain still doesn't go
[02:01.37]I've seen my brother die and seen my mother cry
[02:03.76]Seen the wind change in the flutter of a butterfly
[02:06.45]Seen people get sectioned for life, I think and wonder
[02:09.84]A small twist of fate, that could've been my brother
[02:12.49]25 years a life could say thus far
[02:14.82]I always have wondered who the same ones are
[02:17.35]Though I live by the words fear not I'm afraid
[02:20.08]When I wrote this so many tears dropped on the page
[02:23.01]It's mad how death always manifests in the weirdest ways
[02:25.81]Won't go near the grave but in my dreams he appears the same
[02:28.60]Then I get closer and see his face, it's clear as day
[02:31.81]He looks me deep in the eyes and I hear him say...
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[02:34.69]Hook:
[02:35.19]Sometimes I really really hate myself
[02:37.06]Sometimes I wish that I could change myself
[02:39.64]Sometimes I don't wanna give no more
[02:42.53]And sometimes I just don't wanna live no more
[02:45.49]Sometimes I don't know where to go for help
[02:47.93]Sometimes I don't really know myself
[02:50.61]Sometimes I wish that I could fly away
[02:53.53]And find away to a brighter day
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[02:56.76]Sometimes I really really hate myself
[02:59.12]Sometimes I wish that I could change myself
[03:01.86]Sometimes I don't wanna give no more
[03:04.63]And sometimes I just don't wanna live no more
[03:07.49]Sometimes I don't know where to go for help
[03:09.99]Sometimes I don't really know myself
[03:12.89]Sometimes I wish that I could fly away
[03:15.83]And find away to a brighter day