Locked down and alienated, confused and complicated 
Now it seems you still have my heart 
Shot down and unaccepted 
Sometimes i get the feeling everything is finished from the start. 
But im scared of what ill find 
The search for answers just keeps going nowhere 
All i know is that its killing me inside 
As i raise this final bottle to the sky 
Here's to promises that die 
Here's to all the nights we said our last goodbyes 
As we burned another day off all our lives 
Here's to memories that will fade, like the photographs that scream of better days 
Its all weighing on my mind 
Locked down and devistated, refused and understated 
Now i see how you stole my heart now 
I'm forced to breathe without you sometimes 
I get the feeling everything is tearing us apart 
But im scared of what ill find 
The search for answers just keeps going nowhere 
All i know is that its killing me inside 
As i raise this final bottle to the sky 
Here's to promises that die 
Here's to all the nights we said our last goodbyes 
As we burned another day off all our lives 
Here's to memories that will fade, like the photographs that scream of better days 
Its all weighing on my mind 
But im scared of what ill find 
The search for answers just keeps going nowhere 
All i know is that its killing me inside 
As i raise this final bottle to the sky 
Here's to promises that die 
Here's to all the nights we said our last goodbyes 
As we burned another day off all our lives 
Here's to memories that will fade, like the photographs that scream of better days 
Its all weighing on my mind, weighing on my mind (my mind) 
Weighing on my mind