Calm Down(feat. Icp) - AMB
I'm alone I'm holding my chrome
And I have become
The only one that sees what is really there
I hate that I'm scared but who really cares
I tell 'em and for me all they have is
Blank stares
And I can just see it now me jumpin' off
The stage right into the crowd
I beat the sh*t out of a kid and when
I got backstage
I licked the blood off my hands that I took
From his face
I start to thinkin' why did I just do that
I got a demon on my shoulder ain't no monkey
On my back
And this demon's with my now she's writing these rhymes
And only time will tell if f**king
I can put her in hell
And it's swell
People tell me I'm so lucky
Six of the hottest b**ches waitin' to f**k me
And I feel pathetic
And the thing's that's odd maybe another vicodin
Will bring me closer to god
I cannot get ahold of myself
Just cannot get ahold of myself
I cannot get ahold of myself
I have lost control of myself
I cannot get ahold of myself
Just cannot get ahold of myself
I cannot get ahold of myself
I have lost control of myself
I'm afraid of the dark and I'm afraid of the
Light
And I'm afraid that I might've killed a motherf**ker last
Night
I don't know I'm just somehow bloody bloody
Feels like I just stuck somebody somebody
Bad dreams I'm crippled in the forehead
I gotta be it takes up a lot of me
You probably need a lobotomy right
Lookin' in the mirror I scare the sh*t outta me
And I finally can't afford no pills
Layin' in the dark sweatin' out night chills
Night spills into the dawn
Blood spills into the lawn
I don't wanna go any place anymore
Don't nobody care about a dumb dead sh*tty whore
It's just me myself and I
At war with each other until we die
You you belong to me it's just me
Myself and I at war with each other until we
Die
I forever own your sanity it's just me
Myself and I at war with each other until we
Die
I feel it in my chest and I can't breathe
Don't know what the f**k I need
I try to take all my pills 'til they all
Was gone
It's just me and myself don't really get along
I feel it in my head and I can't see
Start trippin' when the world comes fallin' on me
I got a pain and it spreads through my head
Make friends man I'd rather just kill you instead
And then nothin'
I'm gonna be alright
If nobody takes me out than how can my own
Mind
I'm gonna fight this I'm gonna get somebody close
To keep me out of comatose
But then it starts up
I try takin' a breath
Please god keep me away from death
My life I can't see bein' a very long ride
Insanity won the fight so I'll die tonight
I cannot get ahold of myself
Just cannot get ahold of myself
I cannot get ahold of myself
I have lost control of myself
I cannot get ahold of myself
Just cannot get ahold of myself
I cannot get ahold of myself
I have lost control of myself myself
Boom it's been four years of decline
The mind can't exist alone on rewind
But nothin' happens anymore to me
Nothin' that I wanna store as a memory
Livin' alone hidin' in the back room
Four times a day a run the vacuum
It's dirt outside tryin' to make it's way in
I gives a f**k if you feel what I'm sayin'
I'm over powered in the head by emotions
A terrifying sadness with panic explosions
I tried prayin' but I conjured a demon
It's head popped outta my chest and started screamin'
You you belong to me
I tried prayin' but I conjured a demon
It's head popped outta my chest and started screamin'
I forever own your sanity
I tried prayin' but I conjured a demon
I cannot get ahold of myself
Just cannot get ahold of myself
I cannot get ahold of myself
I have lost control of myself
I cannot get ahold of myself
Just cannot get ahold of myself
I cannot get ahold of myself
I have lost control of myself
I cannot get ahold of myself
Just cannot get ahold of myself
I cannot get ahold of myself
I have lost control of myself
I cannot get ahold of myself
Just cannot get ahold of myself
I cannot get ahold of myself
I have lost control of myself
I cannot get ahold of myself
Just cannot get ahold of myself
I cannot get ahold of myself
I have lost control of myself
I cannot get ahold of myself
Just cannot get ahold of myself
I cannot get ahold of myself
I have lost control of myself
I cannot get ahold of myself
Just cannot get ahold of myself
I cannot get ahold of myself
I have lost control of myself
I cannot get ahold of myself
Just cannot get ahold of myself
I cannot get ahold of myself
I have lost control of myself
You
You baby