[00:00.00]Calm Down(feat. Icp) - AMB
[00:09.11]I'm alone I'm holding my chrome
[00:13.13]And I have become
[00:15.45]The only one that sees what is really there
[00:20.28]I hate that I'm scared but who really cares
[00:25.08]I tell 'em and for me all they have is
[00:28.45]Blank stares
[00:29.49]And I can just see it now me jumpin' off
[00:31.87]The stage right into the crowd
[00:33.45]I beat the sh*t out of a kid and when
[00:35.10]I got backstage
[00:35.81]I licked the blood off my hands that I took
[00:37.65]From his face
[00:38.38]I start to thinkin' why did I just do that
[00:40.77]I got a demon on my shoulder ain't no monkey
[00:42.51]On my back
[00:43.18]And this demon's with my now she's writing these rhymes
[00:45.35]And only time will tell if f**king
[00:46.73]I can put her in hell
[00:47.98]And it's swell
[00:48.76]People tell me I'm so lucky
[00:50.26]Six of the hottest b**ches waitin' to f**k me
[00:52.68]And I feel pathetic
[00:53.97]And the thing's that's odd maybe another vicodin
[00:55.91]Will bring me closer to god
[00:57.62]I cannot get ahold of myself
[00:59.48]Just cannot get ahold of myself
[01:01.78]I cannot get ahold of myself
[01:04.41]I have lost control of myself
[01:06.68]I cannot get ahold of myself
[01:09.06]Just cannot get ahold of myself
[01:11.40]I cannot get ahold of myself
[01:13.79]I have lost control of myself
[01:16.75]I'm afraid of the dark and I'm afraid of the
[01:18.70]Light
[01:18.92]And I'm afraid that I might've killed a motherf**ker last
[01:21.35]Night
[01:21.98]I don't know I'm just somehow bloody bloody
[01:24.48]Feels like I just stuck somebody somebody
[01:26.76]Bad dreams I'm crippled in the forehead
[01:28.97]I gotta be it takes up a lot of me
[01:31.66]You probably need a lobotomy right
[01:33.86]Lookin' in the mirror I scare the sh*t outta me
[01:36.31]And I finally can't afford no pills
[01:38.53]Layin' in the dark sweatin' out night chills
[01:41.32]Night spills into the dawn
[01:43.67]Blood spills into the lawn
[01:45.95]I don't wanna go any place anymore
[01:48.25]Don't nobody care about a dumb dead sh*tty whore
[01:50.74]It's just me myself and I
[01:52.72]At war with each other until we die
[01:55.49]You you belong to me it's just me
[02:01.24]Myself and I at war with each other until we
[02:04.19]Die
[02:04.80]I forever own your sanity it's just me
[02:10.74]Myself and I at war with each other until we
[02:13.69]Die
[02:14.64]I feel it in my chest and I can't breathe
[02:16.83]Don't know what the f**k I need
[02:19.04]I try to take all my pills 'til they all
[02:21.09]Was gone
[02:21.64]It's just me and myself don't really get along
[02:24.28]I feel it in my head and I can't see
[02:26.31]Start trippin' when the world comes fallin' on me
[02:29.04]I got a pain and it spreads through my head
[02:31.17]Make friends man I'd rather just kill you instead
[02:33.16]And then nothin'
[02:34.30]I'm gonna be alright
[02:35.61]If nobody takes me out than how can my own
[02:37.95]Mind
[02:38.17]I'm gonna fight this I'm gonna get somebody close
[02:40.70]To keep me out of comatose
[02:42.93]But then it starts up
[02:44.23]I try takin' a breath
[02:45.49]Please god keep me away from death
[02:47.78]My life I can't see bein' a very long ride
[02:50.54]Insanity won the fight so I'll die tonight
[02:53.18]I cannot get ahold of myself
[02:54.63]Just cannot get ahold of myself
[02:56.93]I cannot get ahold of myself
[02:59.54]I have lost control of myself
[03:01.92]I cannot get ahold of myself
[03:04.23]Just cannot get ahold of myself
[03:06.64]I cannot get ahold of myself
[03:09.03]I have lost control of myself myself
[03:12.32]Boom it's been four years of decline
[03:14.46]The mind can't exist alone on rewind
[03:17.11]But nothin' happens anymore to me
[03:19.63]Nothin' that I wanna store as a memory
[03:21.82]Livin' alone hidin' in the back room
[03:24.45]Four times a day a run the vacuum
[03:26.46]It's dirt outside tryin' to make it's way in
[03:29.08]I gives a f**k if you feel what I'm sayin'
[03:31.43]I'm over powered in the head by emotions
[03:33.54]A terrifying sadness with panic explosions
[03:36.22]I tried prayin' but I conjured a demon
[03:38.31]It's head popped outta my chest and started screamin'
[03:40.86]You you belong to me
[03:46.20]I tried prayin' but I conjured a demon
[03:47.97]It's head popped outta my chest and started screamin'
[03:50.55]I forever own your sanity
[03:55.51]I tried prayin' but I conjured a demon
[03:59.44]I cannot get ahold of myself
[04:01.77]Just cannot get ahold of myself
[04:04.17]I cannot get ahold of myself
[04:06.62]I have lost control of myself
[04:09.04]I cannot get ahold of myself
[04:11.45]Just cannot get ahold of myself
[04:13.83]I cannot get ahold of myself
[04:16.23]I have lost control of myself
[04:18.60]I cannot get ahold of myself
[04:21.30]Just cannot get ahold of myself
[04:23.41]I cannot get ahold of myself
[04:25.80]I have lost control of myself
[04:28.27]I cannot get ahold of myself
[04:30.62]Just cannot get ahold of myself
[04:33.13]I cannot get ahold of myself
[04:35.48]I have lost control of myself
[04:37.76]I cannot get ahold of myself
[04:40.28]Just cannot get ahold of myself
[04:42.82]I cannot get ahold of myself
[04:44.95]I have lost control of myself
[04:47.34]I cannot get ahold of myself
[04:49.83]Just cannot get ahold of myself
[04:52.50]I cannot get ahold of myself
[04:54.62]I have lost control of myself
[04:57.26]I cannot get ahold of myself
[05:00.10]Just cannot get ahold of myself
[05:02.12]I cannot get ahold of myself
[05:04.29]I have lost control of myself
[05:06.60]I cannot get ahold of myself
[05:09.02]Just cannot get ahold of myself
[05:11.57]I cannot get ahold of myself
[05:13.82]I have lost control of myself
[05:17.17]You
[05:19.29]You baby