Your diamond desires are turning back into coal
You can't pick yourself up off the floor

And somehow everything's on me

When mutual pity walks out the door

You know it's time to follow

Cuz I'm not sorry you are utterly alone

I remain unbroken

Though we existed in our own dimension
Slouching twisted at the television

Finally brokenhearted by what we'd made

No, no, no... I'm not crawlin'

I'm not crawlin' to you

Never crawlin'

No, no, no, no...

Oh it feels so good so far inside myself
Someplace you have never ever been

Sleeping free, dreaming clean

Not to pretend is the greatest relief

Now I've been digging in the dirt
Planting myself, my hands they smell of earth

I will be growing alone and away
This I know for sure

If I touched you now I think we'd both disintegrate
Sift through blades of stinging grass
Before dribbling through the grate
In each of my hands I hold love and hate
I'll fall underground now and happily I'll stay

No, no, no...

I'm not crawlin'

I'm not crawlin' to you

Never... crawlin'

No, no, no, no, no, no....

I'm not crawlin'

I'm not crawlin' for you

Never crawlin'

No, no, no.

I'm not crawlin'...

I'm not crawlin'...

I'm not crawlin'...

I'm not crawlin'...