[00:17.98](Wow, I miss you)
[00:20.78]I just wanna know where my mind is at
[00:23.52]It's somewhere in between being happy and sad
[00:26.27]I wish that I could take away the pain from my friends
[00:28.94]But everybody knows that it never ends, man
[00:32.07]I can barely help myself, forget everyone else
[00:34.98]Giving out advice I barely follow myself
[00:37.60]I just wanna disappear **** heaven or hell
[00:40.42]6 o'clock in the morning eyes glued to my cell
[00:43.24]Bloodshot red got a pain in my head
[00:45.86]I can never sleep, I'm making music instead
[00:48.70]Lookin' in the mirror think I'm halfway dead
[00:51.45]Or almost there I don't even think I care but
[00:54.63]Mom's gettin worried at the habits I have
[00:56.80]I apologize for everything in the past
[00:59.65]Doin' "**** **** everyday" skippin all of my classes
[01:02.38]But i'm glad it's workin' out, let me pay you back
[01:05.20]Everytime I drop a song people ask if it's sad
[01:07.68]And everybody spam my **** only for a collab
[01:10.22]But I don't **** with anybody
[01:11.67]Unless you're one of my brothers
[01:13.13]And if I barely work with them
[01:14.50]Then why the **** should I bother with you
[01:16.87]And I'm gettin' tired of all of this ********
[01:19.49]That comes with the things that I do
[01:21.68]**** up my voice just to make a new song
[01:24.71]Everyday so this dream comes true
[01:27.54]But honestly forget all that, I can buy the **** I want
[01:30.93]Because I'll make it back
[01:32.25]Replace the pain with y-3's in the triple black
[01:34.88]Call it first degree murder when I kill this track
[01:37.68]Crescent moon on my wrist I'm alive in the night
[01:40.30]If the reaper tryna take me, I'ma put up a fight
[01:42.94]Everybody's sus so I keep my circle tight
[01:45.71]Don't pretend to be my friend get the **** out my sight
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