[00:15.43]I could have been a better brother
[00:18.93]I could have been a better son
[00:22.02]I'm sorry for the pain I caused you
[00:24.92]And all the worries that I gave you, mom
[00:28.11]Every time there was a riot
[00:31.26]I couldn't ever stay at home
[00:34.18]I had to go and join the fire
[00:37.12]You and dad said no, but I had to go
[00:40.32]You were still the best of mothers
[00:43.98]And now I know the fear you felt for me
[00:46.92]You told me to stay off the streets 'cause
[00:50.12]You didn't like me out there selling ****
[00:53.35]I don't regret the things I've done
[00:56.37]They made me what I am, you see
[00:59.61]I can't apologize forever
[01:02.83]For everything that isn't me
[01:05.91]I could have been a better brother
[01:09.07]I could have been a better friend
[01:12.25]I hope you know how much I love you
[01:15.32]And if you don't, I really understand
[01:18.42]I used to be so bloody selfish
[01:21.49]I tried to make it to the top, you see
[01:24.53]The only thing I didn't get is
[01:27.60]You've always given me the help I need
[01:30.86]I should have been a better brother
[01:34.04]It's easy now to see it clear
[01:37.43]I'm sorry that I hurt you all and
[01:40.27]I'm sorry that I caused you all so many tears
[01:43.57]I could apologize forever
[01:47.06]For everything I couldn't be
[01:50.06]I can't apologize forever
[01:53.34]For everything that isn't me
[02:09.59]I could have been a better lover
[02:12.44]I could have been a better man
[02:15.25]I'm sorry that I work so much and
[02:18.18]The fact that I never really have a plan
[02:21.38]I'm sorry, oh, I'm so sorry
[02:24.57]That it's so hard to say this word
[02:27.76]And even with all the things we've been through
[02:31.31]Sometimes I think that I will never learn
[02:33.94]I could have been a better lover
[02:37.37]I could have been a better man
[02:40.61]I'm gonna be a better father
[02:43.64]Hell, I'm doing everything I can
[02:46.84]And I will live with this forever
[02:50.07]With everything I couldn't be
[02:53.27]I can't apologize forever
[02:56.52]For everything that isn't me
[02:59.92]I could have been a better brother
[03:02.80]I could have been a better son
[03:06.08]I could have been a better lover
[03:08.99]But in the end, I'm your only one