Sometimes we fight sometimes I cry Why don't I just tell him goodbye Sometimes I should but sometimes I don't Build up the strength to say that it's wrong Sometimes I hate sometimes I love Sometimes I hurt sometimes I don't Sometimes I wait for him to change But it's okay I've disguised the pain And i don't ever wanna leave him alone They say I'm brainwashed but I'm in love with this man yeah telling Keep myself that it's not worth it I already know I dont deserve it But if it's from you I dont mind hurting This is my perfect nightmare So when will I wake up and scream No way no way no way No way no way no way no way But if it's from you I don't mind hurting This is my perfect nightmare perfect nightmare Sometimes I keep my cool sometimes I let him know Sometimes I even pack my bags to walk out the door Sometimes I feel safe sometimes I really don't Sometimes I promise that I'm ready to let him go But I don't ever wanna leave him alone They say I'm brainwashed but I'm in love with this man oh Keep telling myself that its not worth it I already know I dont deserve it But if it's from you I dont mind hurting This is perfect my nightmare So when will I wake up and scream No way no way no way No way no way no way no way But if it's from you I don't mind hurting This is my perfect nightmare perfect nightmare Hoping he's changing but I'm scared he's not see a Cant way to leave help me open my eyes Keep telling myself that it's not worth it I already know I dont deserve it But if it's from you I dont mind hurting This is my perfect nightmare perfect Keep telling myself that it's not worth it I already know I dont deserve it But if it's from you I dont mind hurting This is my perfect nightmare So when will I wake up and scream No way no way no way No way no way no way no way But if it's from you I don't mind hurting This is my perfect nightmare perfect nightmare No way no way no way No way no way no way no way But if it's from you I don't mind hurting This is my perfect nightmare perfect nightmare