It's  almost  like  you  had  it  planned
It's  like  you  smiled  and  shook  my  hand  and  said,
"Hey.I'm  about  to  screw  you  over  big  time."
And  what  was  I  supposed  to  do?
I  was  stuck  in  between  you  and  a  hard  place
We  won't  talk  about  the  hard  place.
But  I  don't  blame  you  anymore
That's  too  much  pain  to  store
It  left  me  half-dead  inside  my  head
And  boy,looking  back  I  see
I'm  not  the  girl  I  used  to  be
When  I  lost  my  mind,it  saved  my  life.
It's  how  you  wanted  it  to  be
It's  like  you  played  a  joke  on  me
And  I've  lost  a  friend  in  the  end.
And  I  think  that  I  cried  for  days
But  now  that  seems  light  years  away
And  I'm  never  going  back  to  who  I  was
'Cuz  I  don't  blame  you  anymore
That's  too  much  pain  to  store
It  left  me  half-dead  inside  my  head
And  boy,looking  back  I  see  I'm  not  the  girl  I  used  to  be
When  I  lost  my  mind,it  saved  my  life.
I  think  I  cried  for  days
But  now  that  seems  light  years  away
And  I'm  never  going  back  to  who  I  was
'Cuz  I  don't  blame  you  anymore
That's  too  much  pain  to  store
It  left  me  half-dead  inside  my  head
And  boy,looking  back  I  see  I'm  not  the  girl  I  used  to  be
When  I  lost  my  mind,it  saved  my  life.
That  life  seems  like  light  years  away
Light  years  away
And  that  life  seems  like  light  years  away
Light  years  away