[02:17.98 [00:15.36 I still see him in these rooms His head was like the summer And his voice was like the moon Sometimes he makes me happy A deeper shade of blue [00:36.96 And there's nothing I can do But now he's two years dead I hear myself repeating what my father always said Don't let it make you bitter I watched what he said I got murder in my heart But I'd rather die instead Somebody wanna take another lover? Does anybody need another friend? Right now anybody who isn't me I kinda like the ocean With it's arms stretched open wide But I know what it means To be dragged out with the tide And to fight from going under And to keep myself alive And there's water in my eyes When I laid last night Just to get a little rest And I walked beneath the streetlight And I saw nobody there Just a bitterness that followed me A saddening surprise That there's murder in my heart And I made me that way There's murder in my heart And I can't make it go away