When every thought brings so much pain. It's hard to explain. I don't wanna feel anything. It's hard to explain. I don't wanna change. Something in my brain, Telling me to hate. All I ever say, I don't wanna change. Something In my brain, Won't go away. Far from home, where you'll find me, made my bed and i'll finally lay in it. Lay in it. Far from home, where you'll find me, made my deathbed and ill finally lay in it. I'll lay in it. Backpacked on my own,rather be ****ed up all alone Airplane mode on my iPhone, Running from a careless path I wish I'd never known, But I know that... Everyone that I believed in was holding me back, Matter of fact, I wasn't leaving because what I needed was space that I lacked, I got off track, Don't wanna do it by myself, But I don't want no help, The only way's to go away and write a story to tell. Made a promise that I'd love myself And a promise that I'd break it. Made a promise that I'd get better And a promise that I'd fake it. Promised myself that I'd give it up, Give up everything you hated. Made a promise that I'd enjoy my life, and a promise that I'd take it. Far from home, where you'll find me, made my bed and i'll finally lay in it. Lay in it. Far from home, where you'll find me, made my deathbed and ill finally lay in it. Ill lay in it. Far from home, where you'll find me, made my bed and i'll finally lay in it. Lay in it. Far from home, where you'll find me, made my deathbed and ill finally lay in it. Ill lay in it.