[00:09.01]When every thought brings so much pain.
[00:14.26]It's hard to explain.
[00:17.56]I don't wanna feel anything.
[00:22.00]It's hard to explain.
[00:24.09]I don't wanna change.
[00:25.76]Something in my brain,
[00:27.55]Telling me to hate.
[00:29.52]All I ever say,
[00:31.43]I don't wanna change.
[00:33.34]Something In my brain,
[00:35.25]Won't go away.
[00:46.65]Far from home, where you'll find me,
[00:50.53]made my bed and i'll finally lay in it.
[00:58.23]Lay in it.
[01:01.93]Far from home, where you'll find me,
[01:05.00]made my deathbed and ill finally lay in it.
[01:13.04]I'll lay in it.
[01:16.37]Backpacked on my own,rather be ****ed up all alone
[01:23.03]Airplane mode on my iPhone,
[01:26.79]Running from a careless path I wish I'd never known,
[01:30.61]But I know that...
[01:31.90]Everyone that I believed in was holding me back,
[01:34.37]Matter of fact,
[01:35.30]I wasn't leaving because what I needed was space that I lacked,
[01:37.95]I got off track,
[01:38.94]Don't wanna do it by myself,
[01:40.66]But I don't want no help,
[01:42.57]The only way's to go away
[01:44.12]and write a story to tell.
[01:47.32]Made a promise that I'd love myself
[01:48.79]And a promise that I'd break it.
[01:50.71]Made a promise that I'd get better
[01:52.38]And a promise that I'd fake it.
[01:54.47]Promised myself that I'd give it up,
[01:56.26]Give up everything you hated.
[01:58.35]Made a promise that I'd enjoy my life, and a promise that I'd take it.
[02:03.41]Far from home, where you'll find me,
[02:06.98]made my bed and i'll finally lay in it.
[02:14.47]Lay in it.
[02:18.36]Far from home, where you'll find me,
[02:22.18]made my deathbed and ill finally lay in it.
[02:29.75]Ill lay in it.
[02:33.82]Far from home, where you'll find me,
[02:37.53]made my bed and i'll finally lay in it.
[02:45.11]Lay in it.
[02:49.06]Far from home, where you'll find me,
[02:52.64]made my deathbed and ill finally lay in it.
[03:00.16]Ill lay in it.