On average I been feeling less than lowkey I been riding solo plot twist This ain’t no movie My inconsistency to breathe,Has taken toll My lungs gasping for love I swallow the knife whole(I swallow the knife whole) Just to cut out my heart Just to show you i’m able To **** up my life Put an end to this fable My ears start to ring And my head starts to spin Where the **** have you been Don’t just stand there come in It takes everything in me To make it through another day At least the start and end with you At least they used to I don’t know what to do I’m in a ****** mood I been awasting my day Inside of my bed,I can’t ******* move Don’t try to call me now Don’t try to calm me down I need a break so i can rebuild I’m sorry you saw me drown Drown in my thoughts I know i'm a lost But i been along with the demons in my head They're all that i got They're all that i got They pull me apart I drown in my thoughts