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Yeah |
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Look |
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Check |
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Yo lately I been dealing with some fake friends |
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It's something that I can't stand |
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Talk behind my back |
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But when they see me |
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Wanna shake hands |
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The other days my boys hit me up |
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Like let's make plans |
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I met with them they set me up |
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They beat me up till my face jam |
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Time ticking I don't know how long I have to live |
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I'm struggling I'm staying at my auntie crib |
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I keep my head high even when I'm feeling low |
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I'm still broke its hard to get some sleep |
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When you want to flow |
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I dont want your pitty |
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I dont want your dollar bills |
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I want yall to feel the same pain my Momma feel |
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Working late 9 to 8 coming home kinda late |
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Sometime she don't eat making sure me and my sister straight |
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My girl left me but I understand she needed time |
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Thats when I found out she had somebody on the side |
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And now I wonder why everyday she told me lies |
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Funny how our demon look so beautiful when in disguise |
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Still shedding tears every day I deal with hurt |
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Tried committing sucide that ain't even work |
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Put the gun to my brain |
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Since everybody hate me |
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Click, Click, Pow |
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I forgot the gun was on safety |
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Other night I had a conversation with the devil |
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He came in my dream showing off his gold bezels |
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He told me if I followed him I have a big home |
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I sized him up and stumped him back to hell |
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With my timbs on |
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Why you reaching out your hand |
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When you let me down? |
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Im still coughin up water |
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From when you let me drown |
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I thank god cause he let me see the real in him |
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Funny how my dreams and nightmares |
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Have the same people |
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In em |
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Aye |
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Tell me how you feeling my ***** |
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Yo i'm feeling good my ***** |
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I just feel misunderstood my ***** |
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Aye |
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Tell me how you feeling my ***** |
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Yo i'm feeling good my ***** |
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I just feel misunderstood my ***** |
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Ya I feel misunderstood my ***** |
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Don't you know |
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There's a hell in hello |
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And a good in goodbye |
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There's a lie in believe |
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If in the word life |
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I don't know if I can love again |
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Lately I've been suffering |
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But you know you can't heal wounds |
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If you keep touching them |
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Many people have no voice |
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Dont even make a sound |
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But we all have a chapter that we never read out loud |
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I have a voice |
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I made a choice |
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And now I can't be grounded |
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Rapist, Racist, the hatred |
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I had to stay around it |
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At least a hunnit views everytime I spit my pain |
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Pump get a million every time he yell gucci gang |
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But I respect that |
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Stay on ya grind |
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I love supporting peoples dreams |
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I like seeing them shine |
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Cause i'm only 15 |
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I ain't even got a dime |
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But i'm straight |
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Cause I know I have a million dollar mind |
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People steady asking you why you in |
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Your feelings all the time? |
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Cause my pain bring me closer |
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And I need it just to grind |
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Friends on that angel dust |
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Dad moved away from us |
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Maybe I would be a better man if he stayed with us |
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I dont make this music |
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For the women or the fame |
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I make it cause it help with my pain |
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Aye |
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Tell me how you feeling my ***** |
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Yo i'm feeling good my ***** |
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I just feel misunderstood my ***** |
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Ya I feel misunderstood my ***** |
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Aye |
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Tell me how you feeling my ***** |
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Yo i'm feeling good my ***** |
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I just feel misunderstood my ***** |
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Ya I feel misunderstood my ***** (goat) |