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作曲 : Dominique Simpson/Ian Simpson/Matthew Champion/Russell Boring/Romil Hemnani |
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作词 : Dominique Simpson/Ian Simpson/Matthew Champion/Russell Boring/Romil Hemnani |
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I could barely rap, I could barely dance |
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I could barely laugh, I could barely hang |
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And there's a male stripper doing a belly dance for me |
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And my boyfriend still the same |
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And I'm drunk as ****, ***** sucks up |
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For a reason to get my bucks up, |
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And the reason I care about society is a good enough reason |
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Just to hire me |
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But honestly, see my mom can't walk |
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And her lungs don't work like they used to |
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And I feel like it's my fault 'cause of music |
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I be saying s**t just to ******* ruined it, I'm truant |
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But truthfully, the words had damage and it's fooling me |
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But even more cruel to be, |
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This is here for you ****** that paid to hear me |
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Sometimes I be wondering, why I been tripping off |
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And I should probably spend my time |
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Writing rhymes in the dentist's office |
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That's killing two birds with one stone |
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When I was younger, way before I was grown, |
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I wanted a deal with Death Row or Rhymesayers |
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I'm saving my time for mics later |
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I might save it, depending on the s**t that y'all write later |
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I hate writers; I hate tweets; |
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I hate journalists |
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They hate truth; they hate peace; they want my ****** to burn |
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Flicking on the face of my wrist watch |
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Watch the time stop just to speak up, watch life unfold |
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And between the tick-tocks speeding down the one way |
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**** these signs, **** these lights, put my life on the line |
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When it feel right, I'm fine |
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Not I'm not lyin', don't ask me |
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I'll pay the fine, I'll pay the toll, |
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Just hope I don't crash it |
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But hey, if I do, it will be a blaze of glory |
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Engulfed by the manifestation of death behind me |
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All my life I've felt inadequate, |
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And through the years I've dealt with tragedy after tragedy |
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God, send a message |
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Send a messenger my way |
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Never claimed to be a saint, forgive me |
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Feel like the light that I was blessed with has diminished |
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I'm haunted, by the visions of my youth turned true |
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I've come to expect my expectations aren't true |
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But I'm a master of believing my lies |
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And you can't break me, and I can break at the speed of light |
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I'm afraid to share the bed, what if she want money later |
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Like She got laid off, uh, hit my lawyer for some paper |
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I'm afraid to speak my pains like you're lucky where you at |
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You cool but quit complaining 'bout all dat |
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That's why I'm showing up late |
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I'm not tryna be a ****, but my time is not to waste |
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For myself, for the small talk with my sensei |
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Where my sense at? |
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Four-cylinder go round |
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Lincoln Tahoe pick me up |
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Drop me off, I got bubble under my biceps, |
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Meet me into the sidestep |
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Ego is getting sized up, I be on butterfly effect |
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**** it I'll be myself now, tell 'em I take no s**t now |
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Tell 'em they work for me now, tell 'em my tears, they bleed down |
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Tell 'em I work like what, what time for me now |
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Wondering who is me now, wondering where you been now |
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Lose you in crowds, I see you now |
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Fourteen, I see 'em all inside of me now |
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Bank account with less fees now |
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Make it from ways to feed now, |
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Thinking of ways to be everything |
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But right now |
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It's crazy how things |
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That are best reminisce when we check ourselves |
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It's crazy how people who left started feeling left out |
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When we set for health |
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Still a custom to nights filled with solitude |
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I don't always remember to call goodnight |
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I don't always remember my altitude |
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I don't always remember to stop the fight |
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But I might check my sight |
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It ain't right, yeah I know |
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But my strife overwhelms, every night |
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Until I'm forced to close my eyes |
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Brain disease, parasite, eating me from inside |
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Emotions bleed, I can't believe |
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How I'm slipping through the night |
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