All I have right now is right here
And right now
I want what I want, I always have
When no one cared about me, dreams were all I had
But nightmares grow and no one's listening
And idle thoughts'll do their thing
I still feel so much pain here from the past
And it cuts like a knife
It feels like a fight
To take back your life
Searching for the meaning
I'm living in these feelings
I'm ready for a reason to believe
Now I'm working on my insides
'Cause outside there's no reasoning
If anyone here'll tell me what it seems
All I have right now is right here
I felt too bad about myself
I never thought I was good enough for anybody else
I couldn't look love in the eye
I was too broken to try
Life was a cold song that taught me not to cry
And it cuts like a knife
It feels like a fight
To take back your life
Searching for the meaning
I'm living in these feelings
I'm ready for a reason to believe
Now I'm working on my insides
'Cause outside there's no reasoning
If anyone here'll tell me what it seems
How long I'm waiting
Feeling lost, frustrated
Locked out and I'm on my own
Caught up ain't got no place to go
How long should I stay here all alone
Searching for the meaning
I'm living in these feelings
I'm ready for a reason to believe
Now I'm working on my insides
'Cause outside there's no reasoning
If anyone here'll tell me what it seems