[00:48.91]Still too much I recall of them [00:51.93]gnawed out bones which the [00:54.26]mattock of time buried beneath the pavement [00:57.98]And to wade in the shades won't clear the air, [01:02.60]won't erase the stench of them dead [01:26.39]Will the solace be found from [01:29.37]the north of the ditch [01:31.28]Dug deep with my own beaten shovel [01:35.45]For sure it is not in the notes of the self-pity moan [01:40.59]Could it be at the end of the double barrel [02:04.85]The time is nigh [02:10.81]Until the end I'll deny that there's sense in this life [02:19.91]I am what I am, a futile man [02:24.97]And till the end I'll deny that there's meaning behind [02:33.96]I am what I am, a futile man [02:46.41]Now, hear my child this weight will land on your shoulders [02:52.14]You too will pay this debt of despair [02:56.14]I'm not here to teach you or to show you the way [03:00.62]It wouldn't make any difference [03:23.14]The time is nigh [03:30.90]Until the end I'll deny that there's meaning behind [03:39.91]I am what I am, a futile man [03:44.96]And till the end I'll deny that there's sense in this life [03:53.89]I am what I am, a futile man [04:06.51]Still too much I recall of them [04:09.78]gnawed out bones which the [04:11.90]mattock of time buried beneath [04:15.24]the pavement [04:16.46]And to wade in the shades won't clear the air, [04:20.70]won't erase the stench of them dead [04:32.12] [05:37.52]Until the end I'll deny that there's sense in this life [05:46.70]I am what I am, a futile man [05:51.50]And till the end I'll deny that there's meaning behind [06:00.64]I am what I am, a futile man