Cuts on your thigh where my eyes been lately I've been feeling down but i shouldn't be I've been working hard hope you're proud of me Lately, i just wanna distance whats been killing me Lately, i've been drinking too much If my dad saw, he'd be mad at me If my mom called, she would cry to me Like "when you coming home? have you forgot about me?" Substance on substance till i'm dead asleep Please silence the demon that's inside of me Using book cover's as a headpiece I miss being young having dirty feet Years go slow repeating history Lies grow mold and drift in the breeze So lately, i've been careful when i need to breathe And lately, i'm just not sure about anything Lately, i've been drinking too much If my dad saw, he'd be mad at me If my mom called, she would cry to me Like "when you coming home? have you forgot about me?" Lately, i've been drinking too much Lately, i've been drinking too much Lately, i've been drinking too much Lately, i've been drinking too much