[00:00.89]Artist:dark angel [00:03.39]Songs Title:an ancient inherited shame [00:06.70] [00:58.82]Femininity, a sacred life [01:03.27]goals My and dreams achieved, or soon they might [01:07.19] [01:07.82]Unintruded being, innocent [01:12.25]Young, with a hopeful future to be spent [01:16.16] [01:16.79]I can't believe my idiocy [01:18.91]You came along with your invasion [01:21.41]Your act of violence not of lust [01:23.48]Upon me... [01:28.04]Racing through these darkened streets at night [01:31.76] [01:32.32]Fleeing from this terror that haunts me [01:35.94] [01:36.76]I am chosen, this can't be right [01:40.38] [01:41.01]The pain that your thrust brings [01:43.64]I don't want your flesh [01:45.32]I'm not your whore [01:47.94]But you want my blood [01:49.88]I'm not a whore [01:51.88] [01:52.44]Trapped down here inside [01:54.57]A nightmare that's become reality [01:56.70]A heinous violation [01:59.07]Of my humanity [02:06.20] [02:31.07]Right before my eyes I see my world [02:35.51]Fractured so precise by one so cold [02:39.45] [02:40.01]Through your veins run ice, I beg of thee [02:44.34]As I lie paralyzed please let me be [02:48.52]From within your soul I stare [02:50.59]I don't think I'll live to see this end [02:53.27]You'll reign eternally through my nightmares [02:55.60]If I ever sleep again [03:00.10]The hatred directed at me 'cause of what I am [03:04.16]Is as chilling as the defilement itself [03:06.85] [03:08.85]I wonder, what kind of beast is man? [03:12.85]What emotions are and not felt? [03:15.60]I don't want your flesh [03:17.23]I'm not your whore [03:19.89]But you want my blood [03:21.77]I'm not a whore [03:23.83] [03:24.34]I can't even comprehend [03:26.58]Why this act has come to be [03:28.58]Proven time and time again [03:30.71]The ultimate sadistic release [03:37.78] [03:42.09]This violent form of incarceration [03:44.21]Trapped by savagery, helpless I lie [03:46.46]I refuse this indoctrination [03:49.02]Though you shatter this inner sanctum of mine [03:51.27]An ancient inherited shame [03:53.27]Bonding women and horror [03:55.52]Outlasting the boundaries of time [03:57.52]Enslaved forevermore [03:59.60]Inherent crimes [04:01.85]Through generations has become [04:04.12]A terror cycle... [04:06.37] [04:38.06]You can't see me but you feel me [04:41.05]You only want what you don't understand [04:43.74]You can't have me so you take me [04:46.93]Forever scarred where you've stamped your brand [04:51.05] [04:52.81]You look in my eyes and you tell me [04:54.99]What do you see? [04:56.81] [04:58.55]Of this I'm deserving? [05:01.99]You can't see me but you feel me [05:04.81]You only want what you don't understhand [05:07.87]You can't have me so you take me [05:10.87]Forever scarred where you've stamped your brand [05:13.81]You need to crush me with your lividity [05:16.74]Does this feel make you more like a man [05:19.54]You can't have me, so you rape me [05:22.73]My innocence strangled by your hand [05:26.35] [05:28.66]This must be necrophilia, for I am dead inside [05:31.98]Your violent misogyny, your strength drowns my cries [05:35.42]In shock, I'm crippled with disbelief [05:37.41]This can't be happening to me [05:39.04]this Oh god, hurts, I'm bleeding from friction [05:40.85]"Unconcious" I'm pleading to be... [05:42.92]You cannot imagine the anger I feel [05:44.60]Nor can you imagine the pain and despair [05:46.29]This double jeopardy soon happens again [05:47.85]When they scrape me for semen and hair [05:49.85]My mind is frozen with your face intact [05:51.60]This atrocity from which I haven't been spared [05:53.23]From now on, I'll only know lovemaking through [05:54.85]An act of intense terror [05:57.54]The malevolence which pours over me [05:58.79]You fill me with your rage [06:00.23]It's mortifying, diabolical, [06:01.54]Controlling through this stage [06:04.10]I struggle to cope with what's happening [06:05.92]I'm praying for my death [06:07.66]I've done nothing wrong, I've been victimized [06:09.54]So I'll pray for yours instead [06:11.41]The physical torment inflicted on me [06:12.85]Is insufferable but it doesn't compare [06:14.29]To your terrible criminal mentality [06:16.23]And the scars I'll forever bear [06:18.29]To live through this brutal show of force [06:20.23]Will cause me years of torment and grief [06:21.98]Awaiting this misery to run its course [06:23.48]As I scream out innocent pleas [06:26.16] [07:51.73]This violent form of incarceration [07:53.67]Trapped by savagery, helpless I lie [07:56.17]I refuse this indoctrination [07:57.17]Though you shatter this inner sanctum of mine [08:00.73]An ancient inherited shame [08:02.85]Bonding women and horror [08:04.67]Outlasting the boundaries timeof [08:06.96]Enslaved forevermore [08:11.77]I will force myself to carry on [08:15.59] [08:16.27]And vengeance will be ultimately mine [08:19.83] [08:20.71]If you are not imprisoned soon [08:24.02] [08:25.15]By my hands you will die... [08:27.33]I don't what your flesh [08:29.27]I'm not your whore [08:31.77]But you wnat my blood [08:33.77]I'm not a whore [08:35.58] [08:36.27]Through rape you've created me [08:38.27]A victim not above revenge [08:40.83]A churning, seething mass of hate [08:42.89]But you haven't conquered my soul