and so it happens. my thoughts grow meaningless and forgotten just the colors of a faded dream left out in this rain to bleed. Life gets confusing prayers draw darkened in the course of my life and I know that just to ask the questions it takes courage & resolve- So you don't have to answer me- if you don't want to and you don't have to hold me close, to calm my fears it all becomes so meaningless, if theres no love here a heart left to this Solus... disappears... I disappear It happens to me my doubts are climbing for a better view nothing I could ever hide from you you know my heart and my mind... (but you still seem so blind) and then each action What is the measure of a perfect soul Its something I could never really know as I reach out hoping you'll be there (this time) So you don't have to answer me- if you don't want to and you don't have to hold me close, just to calm my fears it all becomes so meaningless, if theres no love here a heart left to this Solus... disappears... I disappear feeling lost feeling forgotten feeling empty... without you