[00:01.02] [00:18.65]Tomorrow when I wake up I'm finding my brother [00:22.73]And making him take me back down to the water [00:26.86]That lake where we sailed and we laughed with our father [00:30.59]I will not desert him I will not desert him [00:34.71]No matter how I may wish for a coffin so clean [00:42.27]Or these trees to undress all their leaves onto me [00:46.00]I put my face in the dirt and then finally I see [00:50.31]The sky that has been avoiding me [00:57.13]I started this letter I'm gonna send it to Ruba [01:19.48]It will be blessed by her eyes on the gulf coast of Florida [01:23.42]With her feet in the sand and one hand on her swimsuit [01:27.28]She will recite the prayer of my pen [01:30.28]Saying time take us forward Relief from this longing [01:35.02]They can land that plane on my heart I don't care [01:38.95]Just give me November the warmth of a whisper [01:42.70]In the freezing darkness of my room [01:48.13]But no matter what I would do in attempt to replace [01:54.37]All these pills that I take trying to balance my brain [01:58.11]I've seen the curious girl with that look on her face [02:02.35]So surprised she stares out from her display case