It is not the past few days that have has me feel This way and it is not the tiny marks of doubt That cover everything I see, it is just the way She looks at me With a love so complete that I have never seen And from this grows a strong, undying guilt And the feeling of regret of things I never felt And oh, I wanted to change, I wanted to change And become what she needs and I knowI know what she needs, I know what she needs But I can never be, I can never be And I can never be