My days are grey like dirty snow 
A Fire's burning in my soul 
Why should 
I live - love dying in my pain 
My death is reapers gain 
In solitude 
I cannot tell just of my deepest sorrow 
All time that's left is freezing me 
I'm waiting for tomorrow 
The fire in my mourning soul 
Burns all my feelings to the ground and all my hope has gone away 
I simply will decay 
Of war in mind 
I ran away 
The chaos lies behind me but a desert plains, where 
I can see - the golden bright sun blinds me 
No strength, no help to break this spell 
This curse that grinds me down my mortal life runs out of me 
I'm dying on my own