Was that smile meant for me 
Are my eyes too tired to see 
Terrified and paralysed 
Mesmerised and hypnotised 
Why do you have to sit so near 
What’s this ringing in my ears 
Knowingly and willingly 
Silently and tenderly 
How can i eat when my mouth screams to touch you 
Tortured in sleep, dreams content to explore you 
Were you only being kind, when i brushed your lips with mine 
Longing now to touch your skin, ashamed of my imagining 
Circling around, senses only betray me 
Heady as wine, eyes that intoxicate me 
I suppose it’s just the situation 
Too confined to my imagination 
But… somewhere 
Was that smile meant for me 
Are my eyes too tired 
Terrified and paralysed 
Mesmerised and hypnotised