I'm no leader I'm just a mess It's not the way it's supposed to be It's just the way it is I'm afraid we're all victims here And I'm the one whose in charge I've lead us all a stray again Oh, how how the plot thickens Are we too far gone We always seem the worst I'm afraid no ones listening anymore I'm freaking out I'm so sick I'm making me sick Don't look down The only thing in my is myself I'm just thinking out loud How can I still be alive I shoulda been gone so long ago I can't get away from it all I messed up like I always do I gave you nothing I took you nowhere You're still listening The world around me Has taken a turn for the worst I'm left alone Climbing to the top Should I jump should I stay Can I make another day I am the one whose wrong God forgive me