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Why won't you hold me |
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Cause things don't look so bright |
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Don't yell console me |
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Cause i been up all night |
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I need you to cry for me |
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Theres not to many that would die for me |
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I need you to cry for me |
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Theres not to many that would die for me |
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Yeah |
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Lately man i really been feeling hella cold and s**t |
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Isolated and alone and s**t |
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Still waiting on a call from you |
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But s**ts not a move cause you don't exist |
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Mom died, I'm feeling old and s**t |
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Its way to fast how i grown and s**t |
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Got me feeling hella down, down |
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Tryna smoke a lot so i can cope with it |
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I'm 24 ain't got a crib yet |
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I'm 24 i ain't live yet |
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I'm 24 and hella pissed |
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I can't even thank my momma with a big cheque |
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Theres people living that got less than me |
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So i just try to think the best in these |
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Situations that be stressing me |
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So i don't act out to problems too aggressively |
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Put people really tryna push me |
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People really tryna brush me |
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Out the wrong way |
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On the wrong days |
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But i just know they hella ***** |
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The other night i felt like ending s**t |
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Got me calling up my ex and s**t |
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Got me smoking cigarettes and s**t |
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Alcohol got me confessing s**t |
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Confessing things like |
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How Im mad afraid |
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Mad afraid that this will all fail |
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Telling Pat to get a normal job |
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Telling Dad that i ain't doing well |
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Telling Mom that i done met my days |
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My job got me hella sad and s**t |
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Cause this supposed to be the s**t i love |
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My job supposed to give me happiness |
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On days i dream about my mom screaming |
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Laying down tryna fight for life |
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Tears start run down my face |
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I sit and struggle tryna hide my eyes |
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Cause everybody think I'm strong |
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Everybody think I'm stainless steel |
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Everybody think I'm made of metal |
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They don't get Im ******' made of real |
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They don't get i done slaved for real |
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They don't see i had a major deal |
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They don't know that i slept on a couch |
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Tryna plot s**t out, so i could make it here |
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Theres certain things that i want to say |
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But i don't know how they make you feel |
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They told me "Russ you were made for this" |
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So I'mma work and make a bill (I'mma work and imma) |
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Why won't you hold me |
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Cause things don't look so bright |
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Don't yell console me |
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Cause i been up all night |
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I need you to cry for me |
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Theres not to many that would die for me |
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I know you been waiting |
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I know you been patient |
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Alright check |
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I been contemplating |
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On leaving life |
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But you make me |
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Want to stay (want to stay) |
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And as this night goes on |
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I imagine me holding you clsoe |
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Cause you're the one i trust the most |
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Tears fall on my shoulders |
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Tremble sometimes i get |
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So forgetful that you're always here |
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If not physically |
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Then through me |
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Rest easy, thank you |