After all this pain ive endured I still suffer this abuse Now i just feed your destruction And watch at your amuse. From this cancer that eats away at me I guess its no surprise Im a corpse in disguise With no where to hide. With nothing to gain, i receive all the pain I search for my way to make things okay Just obstacles that tie the same I could try to survive this game. Who are you to lie Who are you to hide behind that high Of your self obsessed mind. Im not weak , im not afraid, im not scared I could try to make things okay, but id have to go away. Im scared to release Im scared of beneath Im scared of you and im scared of we I make moments into time and you make time into misery How can i wake up from this bad dream one without you or me