It never rains anymore I've been laying on the floor So disgusted with myself Cant fxcking take this anymore I'm the thorn in the roses Body decomposing Leave me in the past I bet no one will even notice Hands shaky like my life It's fxcking hard just to type None of my friends are alright Just hiding tears in our eyes Trust me i wish i could stop caring I swear to god i'm fxcking trying My heads just fxcked up from the lying Honest i wish you never met me My heads just fxcked up from the lying Honest i wish you never met me It never rains anymore I've been laying on the floor So disgusted with myself Cant fxcking take this anymore I'm the thorn in the roses Body decomposing Leave me in the past I bet no one will even notice I have this this hole in my chest It hurts so bad i can't rest Waking up from all this stress I'm fxcking trying my best To live a life on my own I always stare at my phone Waiting for you to hit me back Because i always feel alone I'm the thorn in the roses Body decomposing Leave me in the past I bet no one will even notice Leave me in the past I bet no one will even notice