Lie alone in the shadows, My own company Always hiding in silence , Melt in misery Every night is a horror, Days are sickening Still the distance glimmers , Freedom beckoning Ten Years I lost my life, Ten Years in chains Ten Years I dreamed of you, Ten Years your name It’s a curse in the making, Sick another year Yet, I’m so far from lifeless, Will I die in here In a cage for the ages, fearing to be me And it’s locked from the inside, trapped without a key Ten Years I lost my life, Ten Years in chains Ten Years I dreamed of you, Ten Years your name Oh – oh Suddenly, Like a shock wave, The door is opening And I walk in to darkness, Sick and suffering Demons hide in the open, Wild and hunting me And escape to the outside, laced with tragedy Ten Years you lived my life, Ten Years ahsamed Yen Years I hated you, Ten Years insane