Awaken to an entity Unknown to me Stricken with fear And disbelief Paralyzing Brilliant lights surrounding me I cannot see Peering into eternity All consuming agony Suffering Confessing sorrow Through misery Death won't rescue me Purgatory Purify through punishment All consuming Process of self reflect Excruciating Transformation of the body Becoming Ubiquitous Devastating Penance of the Gods For preparing Eternity Judgment Pending Suspended in an altered state Still confessing Regret made mandatory Pain conforming Confirming absolution Relinquishing A forced contrition