take a look at my lifedo you see what 
I need?(you) better give me the knife(you) better leave me to bleed
I hate my lies - 
I hate myself
I hate my lies - 
I hate myselftake a look in my eyesdo you see what 
I see?(you) better take my advice(you) better listen to me:
I can see 
I will never be home again
I can see 
I will never be whole again
I can see 
I will never be free again
I can see 
I will never be me againread my mind -now you can seewhy 
I'll never be clean again
I could lift you up,be your clown, make you smile
I will fuck you up,take you down, make you crytake a look in my faceand then kiss me goodbyedon't you know that 
I like to be a scapegoat?(you) better drop all your faith(you) better leave me to diedon't you know that 
I like to be a scapegoat?
I can see 
I will never be home again
I can see 
I will never be whole again
I can see 
I will never be free again
I can see 
I will never be me again(I hate my lies - I hate myself)(I hate my lies - I hate myself)read my mind -now you can seewhy 
I'll never be clean again