Dear God (爱的上帝)-Mr.X Written by :QDIII /Thomas Dear god why is my father so long I been doing there so long Dear god Dear god I'm trying sick what my life was going I'm stress out I need a rest So quiet smoking I'm blowing to come a note I got the innocent thing And now my bonus step into my life For security my ship stolen keep me away So I don't sleep only jealous makes us trying to hit Because my pocket getting bigger I've tried to escape to jumble jump But torn out Now I know what the OJ and hope talking about Stepping is to west To be heard upon east go street So god I hope your trying to kill me The day is keeping Shrek but the night is long Let us keep in the dark but I'm trying to stand strong How much more black man can take before he cracks Hit the hoops open the cops store bus and that Dear god why life is so f**k wrong I been doing there so long Dear god Sometimes I wanna cry but the enemy won't let that happen So I use my money my music and tricks for my weapon I smoke way up till my brothers gone My mom keeps telling I don't live long My pops did it till he was 67 How much only is 70so wondering when is my turn And god I'm quitting soon 'Cause right now my brother rides like hot air balloons But when my brother makes money It causes more trouble and jealousy and b**ches Came with bus of the bubble Every time I walk out I think of my life Because I'm not n**ga kid bubble down Every night they shut my home in front of my door I know right then I would take no more Cutting clothes and fighting so much hated deep in within 2years later I'm pointing to you again saying Dear god why is life f**k so burn I've been there so long Dear god why is life f**k so burn I've been doing there so long Now let me down slay on his own Now let me down slay on his own My mama is a christian saying a prayer everyday When I can only relay to what American safe All soldier wanna fight And ewe is wait to real They can say the right man Want us behind Still the TV were talking OJ like everyday But the revolution without televise like use Cesarean I know want to get evil first 'Cause the civil society getting worst Care like a kingdom joke But I'm giving up So many brothers rise up come up and fellow So many homies so many faces so many races Red green blue purple and black ship races Got all the time so god Keep me stung enough to get mine I was raise in this urban I don't wanna die on it I can be happy and crying but whatever case maybe Dear god I stick to you to set me free And I keep pray Dear god why is my father so long I been doing there so long Dear god Dear god why is my father so long I been doing there so long Dear god