Staring at pictures in magazines
Looking to find some sort of company
The problem at hand is my lack of demand
I've been shunned by
my friends and my family
What can I say?
Is there anything?
Where can I go?
Now let me dismiss and just reminisce
To the times when things were much sweeter
Back then when I could,
it went well past a prank
I did good, to do good I was eager
How could I have let myself into this tragedy?
How can I save face in the light of catastrophe?
Where can I go?
How will this unfold?
I wish I had the answers
Is it over again?
Cause it's too late for your half smiles
And the cold rain??? cause I got mine
And I need more than i wish???
The things you want,
All the things I did, and I'd do