Before you
It's been awhile before I slipped up
Before you
I never thought to give a fuck
Before you
I was satisfied on my own
Before you
I never let myself go
Before this
I was always on the wrong side
Before this
I was always bad at hanging onto pride
But before this
I was professional about how to hide
What was goin on on the inside
And before you I was so content
Yeah before you I was unaware of it
I was unaware of my loneliness
Now because of you
I remember why I have no self respect
Because of you
I remember why I always felt hopeless
I remember
Why my perception of love was demented
I remember
Why I'm such a mess
Why I'm such a mess
Because of you
I remember why I was satisfied with lust
Because of you
I remember why I will never truly trust
Before you there were more yous
And I know now why I will never expect much
Thought I forgot
But thanks a lot
Cause now because of you
I remember why I don't love
I remember why I don't love
Before you I had control of this
Before you I never let my heart win
Before you I was on my way to freedom
Before you I never let myself give in
To the disappointment of unrequited love
To the mislead illusion of mutual trust
I was unaware of how bad love was
Now because of you
I remember why I have no self respect
Because of you
I remember
Why I always felt hopeless
I remember
Why my perception of love was demented
I remember
Why I'm such a mess
Why I'm such a mess
Because of you
I remember why I was satisfied with lust
Because of you
I remember why I will never truly trust
Before you there were more yous
And I know now why I will never expect much
Thought I forgot
But thanks a lot
Cause now because of you
I remember why I don't love
I remember why I don't love
When somebody walks away
And you feel replaced
Left with your own embrace
Apart of you gives up hope
Once you let it go
You never wanna go
Back again
I look at you and I see him
All over again
And because of him
I lost all my self respect
Because of him
I was always left hopeless
Because of him
My perception of love is demented
I remember why I'm such a mess
Why I'm such a mess
And because of you
I remember why I'm satisfied with lust
Because of you
I remember why I will never truly trust
Before you there were more yous
And I know now why I will never expect much
I thought I forgot
But thanks a lot
Cause now because of you
I remember why I don't love
I remember why I don't love