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[00:06.80]Personal note:
[00:09.61]When I was a little kid my mother told me not to stare into the sun.
[00:15.67]So once when I was six, I did.
[00:19.72]The doctors didnt know if my eyes would ever heal.
[00:24.17]I was terrified, alone in that darkness.
[00:30.24]Slowly daylight crept in through the bandages,
[00:35.90]and I could see,
[00:38.56]but something else had changed inside of me.
[00:43.31]That day I had my first headache.
[00:45.71]
[00:49.82]Jenna, come back here.
[00:53.48]Max, Max, can I do it?
[00:55.92]Jenna.
[00:57.77]What's 322 times 491?
[01:02.89]158,102. Right?
[01:05.23]Right! OK, 73 divided by 22?
[01:09.64]3.318...18...18...18...18...18...18.....
[01:18.83]
[05:37.12]down...down.
[05:42.48]You lied to me.
[05:45.95]You have it?
[05:52.76]OK, sit down.
[05:57.23]I gave up before I pinpointed it, but my guess is that, er,
[06:03.09]certain problems cause computers to get stuck in a loop.
[06:07.25]The loop leads to meltdown, but just before they crash
[06:11.90]they become aware of their own structure.
[06:20.26]The computer has a sense of its own silicon nature
[06:23.93]and it prints out its ingredients.
[06:29.89]The computer becomes conscious?
[06:32.05]In... In, er...some ways...
[06:35.42]I guess.
[06:39.96]Studying the pattern made Euclid conscious of itself.
[06:43.22]It died spitting out the number.
[06:45.59]Consciousness is the number?
[06:48.99]No, Max. It's only a nasty bug.
[06:51.35]It's more than that.
[06:52.44]No. It's a dead end!
[06:54.10]There's nothing there!
[06:56.00]It's a door, Sol. A door.
[06:58.61]A door to a cliff, you're driving yourself over the edge.
[07:01.69]You need to stop.
[07:03.79]You were afraid.
[07:06.15]That's why you quit.
[07:07.20]I got burnt.
[07:07.91]Come on.
[07:08.66]It caused my stroke!
[07:09.96]That's bullshit! It's mathematics, numbers, ideas.
[07:15.03]Mathematicians should go to the edge.
[07:17.14]You taught me that.
[07:19.04]It's death!
[07:20.19]You can't tell me what it is.
[07:22.39]You've retreated to your Go
[07:24.35]and books and goldfish.
[07:25.15]Max, go home.
[07:26.76]You're not satisfied.
[07:27.71]Go home. Get out...
[07:28.41]I'm gonna see it!
[07:29.06]Get out!
[07:30.16]I'm gonna understand it.