作词 : Nova Oh I won't be your pretty baby, I won't eat from your hand again And the man in the white says it's alright, He says, come on girl give up the fight You'll go to sleep, there will be no pain Well I want to live with myself again Well, where we lived there was a lighthouse, Throwing a white beam into our house, Over my body when I was sleeping, Over the secrets I was keeping, I could tell myself there would be no pain But I have to live with myself again I'm picking a path where the light gets stronger Taking it slow so it lasts longer Taking the night in to take it deeper Holding my head up, holding my head up I could tell myself there would be no pain But I have to live with myself again I'm digging up, I'm digging up I'm digging up, I'm digging up I'm digging up, I'm digging up I'm digging in the earth I'm looking for signs And I'm shaking the dolls And the fairy-tales lied And somewhere, back there I didn't understand Man and woman and woman and man And I'm shaking the dolls I'm shaking the dolls Oooh, the dream isn't coming through I can't feel for you Well somewhere, back there I didn't understand Man and woman and woman and man And I'm shaking the dolls I'm shaking the dolls Oooh I have to live with myself again Oooh I want to be with my body again Oooh You can't make me hollow again Oooh, the dream isn't coming through I can't feel for you Love, shooting up, through my veins I gotta get a hit again