Beauty is a drug and it's coursing through my veins I sit at home staring at your picture while my colleagues discuss capital gains This love's just a cloud of cigarette smoke Blows away on the wind but it stays in your throat And the coughing is worse than ever these days You walk into the room and I can't look up at you All my concentrated efforts added up to one big thing I never meant to do My heart's been misfiled by the U.S. Postal Service All these people with their expectations make me so nervous And people like them could never be like people like you You're too bright for me, I'm too dumb for you In the night I see your face in the moon You're the one who stands rock-solid in the shifting sands And I'm a bad, bad man with a place in my heart for you I got to the place where secret things are sold Thunder in the distance and it sounds like it's a million years old I see your hair like a waterfall falling Feel like a long drunk in the parking lot bawling And I don't know how this house got so incredibly cold I can't explain it and nobody cares to know Long-dead women call my name from deep inside my radio I set surrounded by my money and my glory Numbly re-telling my little pointless life story And the chandeliers winked as if to say, "We know" And I've confessed all my sins I'm just the type who never ever wins And I pray to God every weekend I fit it in And I've kept you waiting so long But everything's gonna be different when I finish this song And I know myself better than anyone Who's to say I'm wrong?